Wake up!!

The only good thing about me seeing his drinking is the despair I feel to keep me in meetings!! When things are good......I don't do the work!! I need to wake up!!
My feelings are the highest high's and lowest low's. I haven't been to a meeting since Tuesday and I can feel it.
I need to read and study my Al-Anon books to help me find peace but I have lost my house to his work. I need to adjust and find other avenues that I'm comfortable with or just say WTF and break them out at home.......

Help yourself!!