The only good thing about me seeing his drinking is the despair I feel to keep me in meetings!! When things are good......I don't do the work!! I need to wake up!!
My feelings are the highest high's and lowest low's. I haven't been to a meeting since Tuesday and I can feel it.
I need to read and study my Al-Anon books to help me find peace but I have lost my house to his work. I need to adjust and find other avenues that I'm comfortable with or just say WTF and break them out at home.......
Help yourself!!
he was pretty broken up about his relapse
7 years ago
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